Notions (Re Late Night Musings)

At this point in my life, I'm either thinking that I am not achieving as much as I want to and at same time, I'm thinking that I should take it easy, a step at a time.

I don't want to call it stuck between a wall and a cliff (biko faashi the analogy, I have forgotten the original quote, dhuur), but it's not. It's being in that age where the decisions you take will make or mar you. Being in that stage, where you think you've got all the time, and before you know it, the time passes as quickly in a twinkle of an eye. Before you know it, you are outta this University, your parents are expecting dividends from you, you are thinking of where and what you did wrong.

By then, you are analysing and re+analysing why your situation is the way you weren't expecting that will ever happen to it. You know, the thing about this University thingy is that time runs fast and slow at the same time. Back in secondary school, time was legit crawling but here, You'd think it's moving slowly but it's running like a wildfire.

So, that's why I'm in a dilemma, crossroad, whatever at some moments. That is why.... Infact, I dunno know what to type again