On non-practicing Christianity



 I've always been wondering what's my spiritual belief. Cos I'm not an atheist. Neither am I exactly skeptical about the existence of a higher being to term it agnostic. I just don't like the most content in the bible and the doctrines of Christianity

So this non-practicing christian is really apt and puts my spirituality in better perspective. 

I think I didn't grieve as much when my mother died because I really believed that I would see her in the afterlife in heaven when I die. So now that I am a non-practicing christian, I grieve more because I'd rather there not be heaven or hell. Make everyone just dissipate to the earth, turn to ash and be manure for plants. 

So that makes me miss her absence even more as she didn't stay long with me on earth , cos I was barely 10 when she died 

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