On Heavenly race

With due respect to practicing Christians, please skip over this blog post.

When I actually started seeing heaven as a joke was the concept of complete forgiveness. Pardon my mere non-spirit filled mind. So, if a rapist or murderer repents on his death bed, his/her sin is washed away just like that?

But if the person raped loses their faith, he/she goes to hell. On the other hand, if the person clings onto God, he/she goes to heaven and also sees his/her rapist there?? 

And the funny part is, most of us are so scared of hell that staying in same heaven with terrible humans is still better than the idea of hell. It's akin to corrupt politician supporters who are promoting his campaign to fill their pockets.

Proves again that human beings are inherently selfish beings. As long as ones condition is better, others can go to hell (quite literally). That's why I am not terribly invested in the heaven idea anymore.

Surely, I know my mortal logical brain fan never comprehend what the ever forgiving nature of God really encompasses.

But since the flesh is actually what feels pain, I wonder what how soul is supposed to feel fire in the afterlife (if it exists). Infact left for me, I'd rather this earth be the end of it all. But with principalities and powers we hear of, that's probably not the case.

Anyways, these are just mindless ramblings from my brain as usual.