Notion xii

It's amusing how the society glorifies being more social, more outgoing, more excited to be with people and anyone who isn't any of the above is told to step outta his or her shell. That you are too boring, too stuck up and even the most ridiculous assumption of all; that you are lonely.

Now newsflash sweeties, People like me crave solitude, like I can stay indoors for a year or 2 without feeling anything. Nope, I didn't forget my friends, nope I'm not depressed or shit, nope I sure as hell am not lonely and nope, it's not because I have nowhere to go. I just do not want to go.

So in case some of y'all are wondering how my ideal day would go, it would be waking up, do a little bit of yoga, listen to music, read books, sleep, read more books, listen to music, read more books, chat a bit, view status and laugh, check FB, Instagram and YouTube, read more books, and sleep. Does that sound boring to you? Maybe yes, but it's my ideal day, that same way you feel moving about and shit,it's same for me

My mistake was ever feeling or even trying to get out of my supposed shell. I can hear people yapping, 'You're in university, go and let the school pass through you". The same experience that causes me headache and weakness, I'd rather not.

I just feel I should let this out here. I'm pretty much tired of people asking me a whole lotta times why I hole up Inside most times, It's getting fucking annoying tbh. Enjoy your social butterfly-ness and let others enjoy their introvertedness in peace. Haba

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