Life with Las B...

I'm always pondering on many issues. For instance, right now I have been wondering how and why religion is such a control tool on humans especially in Nigeria. Don't lecture me on how blasphemous it is or how things of the spirit if folly to the flesh cos I have heard about it tons of times already. I don't know why people are so scared when religious arguments come up and believe me, a lot don't like getting into it as they don't want the possibility of being open-minded to reality or how it would affect their views. I question a lot of things, especially those that have been ingrained in my mind from a young age and the ones I'm still learning or researching on. I question theism, atheism, philosophy and 'isms' in existence, critic both patriarchy and feminism,  slander our Nigerian lifestyle and Western Lifestyle, doubt human rights, our culture and Western culture, argue on love and relationships, family and friendship, goals and visions... In fact,

I guess this is how I look 90% of the time. Not so long ago , a friend asked me why I'm always frowning and that surprised me for a moment because I never thought that my face looked different and I had never felt myself keeping up a front other than I always do, so I told him that It's my natural face. Infact, I added that I don't smile to amuse him the more. I remember few years ago when my dad asked me why I was so serious and I didn't have answer to his question. I still don't have answer to it but I'm certain that I don't have any particular reason for having a serious look. It was until recently that I realized some occasions in my life where I'm not included in stories those days in secondary school. Then I was quite oblivious to many things, now I look at it, I feel that my colleagues knew that I might not laugh along with them or won't sit down and discuss such frivolities. I have also been asked whether I don't feel left out when my